tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33498094188166416312011-07-07T22:10:57.792-07:00In The Life Of A Teenger.TerriaTonikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04847847781267750943noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3349809418816641631.post-45907875284714714602009-08-27T19:40:00.000-07:002009-08-27T19:40:48.540-07:00Ugh ! This summer for me was ruined. I expected it to go sooooooo well. But then i ran into an ex and it got horrible ! from there. Well we been through ALOT ! We have been off in on since 05. I did really love him. He was my everything i put everyone after him. I believed all his lies, put his flaws aside, and took all of this shit ! I knew he wasn't faithful to me but i didn't care. I acted like i didnt even know. He played with my head so bad. I use to feel like i couldnt be with out him, like i couldnt live with out him. I use to be soo suicidal over him. Then one day i thought out somethings (im gonna skip dat part for right now ! i wanna give it its own blog lol) But yeah that happened and it changed everything. I started to not even care about him anymore. I lost every bit of love i had for him. So i left then he kept begging to be in my life. But i didnt care it was like everything changed my heart, mind, body &amp; soul. It was like i just caught a site of reality like (what the hell is wrong with me !) Soo recently i have been trying to recover. I want to start therapy in all that !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3349809418816641631-4590787528471471460?l=terriatonika.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TerriaTonikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04847847781267750943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3349809418816641631.post-30198381893523957302009-08-26T18:02:00.000-07:002009-08-30T08:09:45.983-07:00Okay so i just made this site today ! [aug.26,2009]. Im going to start by saying most of this will be about my life. 5% of it will be for everything else in the world ! lol. No but i had a very "different" live. Believe me you are going to want to read ! I recently decided i wantd to write a book. So im working on that. But this post is to introduce myself and to get to know you guys ! Hope you will like my post !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3349809418816641631-3019838189352395730?l=terriatonika.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>TerriaTonikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04847847781267750943noreply@blogger.com0